crossroad

August 16, 2010. Exactly a year ago. I was at this crossroad. But unlike any other crossroads in my life, I was not confused when I was here coz I already know where I was going. I had to take the left path for me to able to go the place that I wanted to go, the Full House (the location of the drama of the same title). After my exploration of the Full House, I went back to this crossroad and took the right path, which would lead me to the Sad Sonata House.

Sometimes I wish our crossroads in life are like this, we know what to choose or if not, we can still go back to the same crossroad and take also the other path. But life is and will not be like this. We have to choose what path to take and U-turns are kind’a not allowed. ๐Ÿ™‚

cotton candy in the sky

those cotton candies that can’t be eaten…

those white cottons up in the sky…

those snow floating above…

iย want to see them again…

i want to feel their presence again…

i want to fly again…

์šธ์–ด. ๋˜ ์šธ์–ด. ๋‹ค์Œ์—… ์›ƒ์–ด…

๋งˆ์Œ์ด ์•„ํ”„๋ฉด ํ–‰๋ณตํ•œ ์•ฝ์„ ๋จน์–ด๋ผ๊ณ ? ๊ทธ๊ฒŒ ์ง€๊ธˆ ์•ˆ๋œ๋‹ค… ๊ทธ๋Ÿผ… ๊ทธ๋ƒฅ ์šธ์–ด… ๋˜ ์šธ์–ด… ๋‹ค์Œ์— ์›ƒ์–ด… ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋„Œ ๊ดœ์ฐฎ์„ ๊ฑฐ์•ผ…. ์ง„์งœ๋กœ…. ๋‚  ๋ฏฟ์–ด…

์œผ์ด๊ตฌ~! ๋ฏธ์นœ๋„˜๊ฐ™์•„…

Not every feeling can be expressed in words. Not everything can be explained. Sometimes you just have to accept that things exist the way they exist and there’s nothing you can do about it. Like pain… Like unexplainable pain… Let them exist. Let them penetrate your whole being. Let those tears come out. Cry some more. Afterwards, laugh as hard as you can. That way you’ll feel better. That way, I felt better. ๐Ÿ™‚